Last night around 9:00 pm, I started to get a migraine. I'm used to getting headaches a lot, so I took some Ibuprofen and went to bed. I awake at five in the morning with what was the worst head trauma I ever had in my life. The pain was astoundingly bad. I got up, and got sick. I then woke up my mom and told her I needed some excedrin or something, something more powerful than the ibuprofen. She said no stores are open and try to go back to sleep, which I did after a few hours of crying. The pain was unbearable.

My mother awoke me around 9:30. The pain by now was even worse. I couldn't walk nor really move. She decided to take me to the doctor. The doctor does the regular testing, but then tells me to go to the ER and get a Catscan done. So me and mom leave once again, me in still terrible pain, to the ER. I get in, and run to the bathroom and get sick all over. It was terrible. I felt like shit. It was the worst pain I ever had, ever.

After waiting in pain, crying in front of about fifty people for two hours, I'm finally let in. Then put me in one of their little beds, and do some blood work. They give me two types of medicine that were injected into my blood stream, and then hook me up to an IV. After about an hour, still in incredible pain I mind you, I'm taking in to get my CAT Scan. Let me tell you, sitting still for five minutes was almost impossible. I hate hospitals, they don't even treat you like humans.

I'm taken back into the little area. Still in incredible pain. The doctor comes in and again asks how I feel. I tell her I need something stronger, which they gave me about a half hour afterwards. It knocked me out and cleared my headache for awhile. After about an hour the doctor woke me up, and told me the CatScan came back fine. It's just sinus pressure. I was released. I felt alright for a few hours, then it started up again. Thank god they prescribed me medicine. The vomiting is continuing though. I'm scared it's going to come back. Today sucks =\

Everyone should be nice to me. I love you all <3

If there is one thing I cannot stand in this world, it's metal core. Hell, genre of music is better than this. I listen to just about everything, but I seriously fucking cannot stand metal core. Bands like Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet For My Valentine, The Devil Wears Prada, and the Number 12 Looks Like You should be shot in the fucking head. Everyone who listens to them says they listen to "metal" and it's bullshit. It is so far away from metal. The guitarists sound like they're playing Squier Strats though Marshall MG's, with Pete Wentz doing drums, bass, and vocals. The quality is so terrible i want to ripe my ears out whenever I hear it. FUCK METALCORE.

OMFG! Look at this amp. It's a four watt cab and a four watt head. It's all tube. I want it so much =[[[

What the fuck is going on?!

I'm at my grandparents place down in the South Jersey shore. It's storming like a bitch out and the lighting is seriously 4 yards from the bay where it's located at. It's sexy.

K now everyone listen to Scars On Broadway.

Bananas make me smile